Gone.

I hate you for abandoning me when i needed you most.
I hate you for not being there.
I hate you because you dont exist to me anymore.
I hate you because its so much easier than thinking about the good times with you.
I hate everything because its no longer the same.

"nothing stays the same forever"

you werent joking...

Changes.

I want everything to go back to normal.
No more changes.
pleaseee.