Church...

I honestly dont understand why kids are forced to go to church. do adults even realize that by forcing religion down a kids throat entails them to be rebellious later on in life? I used to go to a church that i enjoyed. i loved it, i even joined the band and im terrified to sing in front of people, but i did it so that i could be a part of my church family but of course mother dearest stepped in and destroyed that dream very qiuickly. so i dont waste your time, let me shorten this story by saying i have now been forced to go to a church that i dont feel comfortable in and i feel judged as well, not to mention that almost everyone that sits in there is fake, oh yea...and the pastors wife doesnt like kids so i bet you could guess how i feel about her right? i miss my church, i miss my old life before december, im so fucking angry here. i hate you virginia, you have brought me nothing but bad luck since ive been here.
FUCK YOU VERY MUCH.